Saturday, January 24, 2009

To Escape...

No matter how hard I try to escape myself in times of trouble I often find all options closed off or simply not there.  Every person I attempt to call so that I may vent or get validation from is unavailable.  The ones I call to distract me are already occupied.  As frustrating as it may seem, I know that I am meant to sit with whatever I am experiencing so that I may learn from it.  

The negative images, the vicious thoughts, the instant Karma I am wishing on the person who has wronged me... must be fought back.  I truly wish no harm to befall her.  I simply want out!  I pray for a simple solution so that I may go on with my world, unscathed but experientially richer & better for it.

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